97. Moment

Half tempted
Tempted to unmask the truth
Tempted to disappear
Fade into the back
Drown out the noise
To not think and just waste away
Half tempted to deteriorate
Fall apart
Destroy myself
Walking alone
On the lonely walk
Peaceful with the knowledge
Letting the melody bring me closer
And pull me back
Like the tide of a full moon
Truth is I can't breathe
I can't feel my fingers
Or the heat of life
It all hurts
So I'm always
Half tempted
Always tempted