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11. WelcomeWelcome into my home
Welcome into my heart
Welcome into my life
Watch it fall apart

Welcome into my zone
Welcome into my light
Welcome into my darkness
Watch it ignite

Welcome into my garden
Welcome to my path
Welcome to the gates of hell
Welcome to my blood bath

Welcome to the aisle of lost souls
Where the paper gods do see
Welcome to the gallows
Readying the guillotine

Welcome to the paper church
To the melting pot of doom
Welcome to the justification
Welcome to the interrogation room

Welcome to the battle field
The gladiator ring
Where you are my slave
Where you dance and sing

Welcome to the never ending brick road

32. GoodbyeI am not available
I can't take your call
The phones broken
Smashed against the wall

The lines been cut
I couldn't pay the bill
I can't dial your number
The ring is too shrill

The buttons are all gone
I can't see straight
The cords tangled up
I picked it up too late

I can't talk to you
I have a bad connection
Your breaking up
Go in a different direction

I guess this is farewell
I guess this is goodbye
The cell towers have been knocked down
And my cells about to die

14. HateCrushingly hard
Achingly deep
So bad you'd starve
You can't even sleep

Where did it come from
This terrible feeling
This hate so numb
Happy stealing

You'll do better you promise
But you don't really care
You'd rather use your fist
Its just not fair

When will this feeling go away
When all the cuts and scars fade
Everyone says they will one day
Then maybe it'll all be okay

97. MomentHalf tempted
Tempted to unmask the truth
Tempted to disappear
Fade into the back
Drown out the noise
To not think and just waste away
Half tempted to deteriorate
Fall apart
Destroy myself
Walking alone
On the lonely walk
Peaceful with the knowledge
Letting the melody bring me closer
And pull me back
Like the tide of a full moon
Truth is I can't breathe
I can't feel my fingers
Or the heat of life
It all hurts
So I'm always
Half tempted
Always tempted

trustHands shaking
Heart pounding
Head spinning
Is this what I want to do?

Keyboard clicking
I hit 'enter'
Waiting impatiently
For your response.

Heart pounding
Head spinning
Smiling
Relieved
Holding my head in my hands.

I trust you completely.

I Know a GirlI know a girl who likes to cuddle. She
wraps around my mind, enveloping my
thoughts, filling me up completely. So we
whisper sweet secrets to each other's sigh.
I long to greet her, to shower her with
the same passions she awakens within
my blushing soul. I'm standing on a cliff,
about to plunge deep into a new grin.
She is so far, and yet so near! Buses
and planes can take me to where she resides.
I would embrace her; gone would be fusses:
there would be only us, no world besides.
I know a girl who captured my heart, who
lit a fire I cannot quench: perfect coup.

SilenceThey say speaking is silver and silence is gold,
In some cases it might be true.
But there is also a truth that goes untold,
Even if it might be quite blue.

Silence is sometimes bad,
Not always so don't get upset.
Some things that are evil can make us go mad,
Some things that are even a threat.

Even if your enemies will make your blood boil,
The silence of your friends will be what hurts you more.
Words might hurt us, but silence can torment us.

Somewhere I BelongSometimes I despise the way I am,
How I'm so in tune emotionally,
I feel much more then I'd often like,
Shutting it all out sounds nice to me,
I've got so much in my heart,
Sometimes my nature rips me apart.

Some days I'm just an empty husk,
The emptiness blocks out everything,
My insides have been poured out,
It's just another method of coping,
There are days I hate who I am,
Too bad I actually give a damn.

I'm capable of thinking logically,
But my heart overrules my mind,
Though my mind can see things clearly,
The course of action is clearly defined,
I'll never betray myself,
Even if that influences my health.

Honestly the

sorryI would say sorry if I knew what for.
I would help you if you told me what is wrong.
I would forgive you for your hatefullness,
but as long as you don't tell me

I cannot help you,
it's your choice.

AddictedAddicted

I'm addicted to a drug
a drug so intense
that it doesn't make sense
a drug you don't easily get
a drug revealing regret

I'm addicted to a drug
a drug I need every day
a drug which makes me pay
a drug allowing my heart to feel
and ignoring things that are real

I'm addicted to a drug
a drug I'm starting to hate
but can't get off it, it's too late
a drug I finally regret taking
a drug which keeps my body heavily shaking

I'm addicted to a drug
a drug causing me immense pain
though it's just so little, simple and plain
a drug I traded for everything I had
a drug which can only be found inside my head

I rememberI remember you came by my house one day and you just wanted to say hey, but I simply pushed you away. The way God formed you was like clay, when all he asked was for to obey. All I could do was feel happy until she slapped me, the zapped me with her love that never ends. You to me is like the shade from the sun it's too hot for me to run. You to me is like the snow outside, you make me shiver deep inside. So your like a off and on switch, which one shall be hitched. Which one will hurt more the love you gave me or the one that belongs to the whore. I put a lock on my door and a peephole to stay away from you people, or just to see who's at my

FallingShe stands on the edge of the world, ready to tip.
What lies below is a mystery not only to her but everyone else.
Will it hurt to fall ? Will it hurt to lose her grip?

Maybe it's a dark abyss waiting for her to drop.
Maybe it's a never ending trip to Hell.
But a voice keeps telling her to stop.

A tear springs forth in her eye. She just wants to let go.
That voice keeps screaming at her to come back.
But she just wants to fall into the darkness that may lay below.

She wants to tip off the edge and plunge into a unknown reality.
But that voice keeps calling her back as it's physical there, holding her.
But she just wants to fall a

i wont changedont tell me how to look.
dot tell me how im supos to feel.
because in my mind, your not reel

you try to controll everything in sight,
but im not something you can controll this nite

hereing your opinions nice
and voiceing your opinon is always fine,
but you only need to voice your opinion once or twice.

your not me, and im not you
so stop controlling what i do
i have a brain, got thoughts to
and do try to change you?

this is who i am, this is my look
go ahead and wright your own book!
because you are you, and i am me,
becides you cant change my personality

i try to bite my tung, and here you out
even if i wato screem and shout
because i do care about you

i want to here what you have to say
but no mater what i wil never change

im thick headed
and you cant change what i think
so stop wasteing your breth
stop trying to preach

because at this point im done with you
im sick of it
thats it, im threw

So Sorry"Ich liebe dich"

That's what I whisper
In my head as I lay quietly
Head on my knees, arms
Wrapped around my
Exhausted limbs.

"Danke schoen"

That's what I want to tell you
Thank you for all the times
You were kind and
All the beautiful days
When I could see your face.

Es tut mir sehr Leid.

My FriendYour mountain seems insurmountable
My friend
There is a sign that says stop
When you want to go
You are feeling quite low
On the bottom of the chain
Where food can grow
But it is soiled
You lie awake with your sorrows
If only this or that would happen
Then you could be happy
But this or that may not be
What you really need
Go beyond
Be like a tree that changes with seasons
Climb each step one at a time
See reason
Make reality a wonder
Do not worry if you blunder
Messes are made
And you go on
You take life as it comes at you
You live it
And long for love
I see it in the horizon
All the colors of the rainbow

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