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I cannot be I-RobotSome days....
I wish I had the mind of a robot
I wish I had a computer brain
I could get things faster
And not look so stupid

I could remember things better
Do things right the first time
Instead of screwing up

I could create my own realm
My own little world that I could save
I could have the ability to push pause
And when I returned
It would all still be there

Minor details would always be clear
I could access things through dates
Numbers that I never understand would become more understandable
I could keep everything logged

I could write a book in my head
And plug in
To print it off and show everyone my brilliance
The br

Can't we just pretend?Can't we just pretend?
That we're all just okay?
Can't we just pretend?
That we don't all just fake it?

Can't we act?
Like actresses on stage?
Or like this is all a dream?
And soon we'll wake up and it'll be okay?

Do we really have to talk about the bad?
I want to see the good...
Or just imagine it
I need a brand new world
A fresh start

Can't we just pretend?
That life never happened?
Can't we just pretend?
That this isn't the end

14. HateCrushingly hard
Achingly deep
So bad you'd starve
You can't even sleep

Where did it come from
This terrible feeling
This hate so numb
Happy stealing

You'll do better you promise
But you don't really care
You'd rather use your fist
Its just not fair

When will this feeling go away
When all the cuts and scars fade
Everyone says they will one day
Then maybe it'll all be okay

The bloody red shoesEvery where I walked
Following a path lain red
Where everyone talked
And I listened to what was said

Where the limestone met gravel
And the gravel met dirt
In the grave yard of hell
Full of the dead ones words

I wore the shoes of crimson
To walk the beaten path
Waiting for the one
To end the worlds wrath

Angels and demons made of stone
Folded hands in prayer to some god
To leave me all alone
Drifting through the fog

Laces white but faded
Sunny rays all gone down
The one the angels hated
The awful wrenching sound

Soles eaten through and worn
Souls crying in the wind
Stained with crimson gore
The shoes on till the end

What if....?What if the love we shared wasn't as deep as we thought?

If it were as much as we thought
Wouldn't we be able to stop fighting about this?
Wouldn't we be able to settle our differences?
Don't you think we'd be able to resist?

If our love was as strong as we thought
Wouldn't we be able to find a better reason?
To stay together other than boredom and rejection
Wouldn't I be able to swallow my opinion?

If our love was as strong as we thought
Wouldn't we be able to smile?
Instead of feigning one in denial

If my love was as pure as the purest of springs
Wouldn't I be able to drop everything when you needed?
Wouldn't I be able to be l

I miss you"I miss you" I say...
But where have I gone?
I sit right next to you,
I smile and show the proper emotions.
And yet...
I don't know where I am.
I don't understand who this person is anymore.
I was here, now I'm there.
You were here, and I suppose you were and are still always there.
I want to hold your hand.
I want you to look at me the way you did,
before...
Before all that happened.
I want you to be mine,
because I need nothing else.
I just need you...
I don't,
need...
anything else.

"I miss you" I say...
It's not just because I haven't seen you in three days or less...
I miss you because I don't understand...
Its no

32. GoodbyeI am not available
I can't take your call
The phones broken
Smashed against the wall

The lines been cut
I couldn't pay the bill
I can't dial your number
The ring is too shrill

The buttons are all gone
I can't see straight
The cords tangled up
I picked it up too late

I can't talk to you
I have a bad connection
Your breaking up
Go in a different direction

I guess this is farewell
I guess this is goodbye
The cell towers have been knocked down
And my cells about to die

It's Coming...It's coming...
That day when you want to forget and stop breathing.
When you want to cling to a rock in the middle of the ocean,
and maybe...
Slip down under the waves for a second
and try...
Just try to catch a mouthful of salty air.

You want to leave it all behind,
the day everything actually started to crumble.
When you lost him,
and lost her
or the illusion of what she was.
The illusion of what he was supposed to be,
and could no longer support the crayon facade.

When you lost faith in god,
lost the true full smiles
and began to fill up with ashes,
ashes of the dead.
Ashes filling your mouth and throat,
choking you of

Broken MirrorsDo I have to find your sickness?
Dig it out with a blade of glass?
Do I have to find your broken pieces?
Dig them out of the trash?

Do I have to hold your hand at night?
Tuck you into bed alone?
Do I have to tuck a blade in tight?
Just to make you feel at home?

Will we drag on like a ghost?
Looking for a place to fit?
Will we terry looking for a host?
Wading through this mindless shit?

Grab a hold of my hand, let me lead you out
Grab a hold of my cold dead hand, promising not to leak a shout
Grab a hold of the bathroom sink and look up into your face
Grab a hold of yourself dear, we share a life and the same fate

Skin And BoneI haven't been eating lately,
My apatite's just not there,
If mother knew, she'd be upset greatly,
But i can't find it in my heart to care.
Food just doesn't sound appealing,
It's not like I'm trying to lose weight,
Could it be the stress that I'm feeling?
Or is it what's on the plate?
Even when I am, I'm just too lazy,
And although there's food, there's nothing to eat.
This is making me crazy!
I really want something sweet!
Why my stomach's acting up, I just don't know,
But I wish it would leave me alone,
If it doesn't soon I'll be a Jane Doe,
Because I'm withering away to nothing but skin and bone.

Give me mercy, Or go to hellBeating your head against a wall
Until crimson starts to fall
Beating your fists against your chest
Until there is nothing left

Whats that sound?
The taunting whispers underground
Calling you as their slave
Pulling you a foot into the grave

Why won't they be quiet?
Cover your ears from it
Why won't they shut up?
Break the glass and cut

Over and over
They won't stop talking
Over and over
They keep you walking
Over and over
They lie to your face
Over and over
They fill up your place
Over and over
They display stupidity
Over and over
You want to quit entirely

Quiet the sounds
The agony, with a knife
Quiet the sounds
T

Take me awayTake me away
To a place where I can smile
Where I can hug you
And be held just for a little while

Take me away
To the place where snow isn't cold
To the place where milk is free
And I have no need for gold

Take me away
To a place where the sun shines all the time
Where I don't have to be blinded by the light
Where I don't have to get away with a lie

Take me away
To a place full of goodness
Where I can be me
And not be this mess

Take me away
To a wonderland of freedom
Where you all love me
And I'm not a dead Zom

Take me away
To a place that's my own
Where I can live forever with you
And never have to grow

I love you so muchI love you so much
My heart bleeds for you when you hurt
I love you so much
My eyes over flow when my comforts not enough

I love you so much
And you're just enough for me
I love you so much
You fit perfectly

I love you so much
Don't think of yourself that way
I love you so much
There are no right words I could say

I love you so much
In my eyes your made of win
I love you so much
I don't want this time to end

I love you so much
Your the breath I want to breathe
I love you so much
I want you to believe me

So baby don't worry when you don't feel perfect
Don't worry when you think you're not good enough
You're just going to

My love.Don't take it lightly
Don't forget
Don't just say it and not mean it

Don't use it to get closer
Don't use it as motivation
Don't abuse it or break it

Don't dirty its name
Don't spoil it in the slightest
Don't turn it into a lie on snakes lips

Don't shun it
Don't ignore it
Don't take it for granted

Just because I say it a lot
Doesn't make it any less important
It just means, I need you to know

That I love you.

2. FamilyThe hugs you need and the love you think you have
The smiles you're given and the toys you find
The hands you hold and the cheeks you kiss
The holidays together and quality time

Those are the things you're supposed to remember
All the things you need to know you're supposed to learn from them
Spend snowy Christmas' in December
And feel all the love to make your dreams

You're not supposed to remember the drunken fights
The preaching's on fire and brimstone, the hell you're all going to
You weren't supposed to be alone in the nights
You weren't supposed to know the truth

But you do and you can't remember the good times
Even though

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19. StarStare into the stars
Wondering who you are
Why you are so small
And if you're really real at all

Stare into the night sky
Wondering if you're really alive
Why your heart still beats
And if the ground is really under your feet

Stare into the galaxy
Wondering if you should really believe
Why everything is the way it is
And if everything really fits

Stare into the unknown
Patching into the zone
Looking for a place to go
A place to call your home

Stare into the mirror
Trying to understand the terror
Looking for the right answers
A cure for the cancer

Stare into your own eyes
And try to see past your own disguise
Fallen for y

18. SecretI have a secret
Locked inside
A secret
That I'm terrified

I have a secret
I have a fear
A secret
No one should hear

I have a secret
That I'm always alone
A secret
That I'm never really home

I have a secret
A fear inside
A secret
I'll always try to hide

This fear is that
I'm really just an extra
A secret that
No one really wants me

This secret
That I'll always be just me
This fear
That no one actually wants me

No one remembers the lonely one
No one remembers the one who runs
I fear that if I died
No one would really miss me or cry

This is my secret
This is my fear
The secret kept inside
Except for a single tear

Never Forget - 9/11Maybe we could have chosen a different road
One that didn't end in such a tragic twist

Maybe we shouldn't have scrambled so much
Then we wouldn't have been so confused...
Or caught off guard?

Now we have to listen to the cries of the survivors
Instead of dead ones voices that should still be alive

There are still questions, Why?

Why?

Feelings are still tangled
Sadness, anger, and regret

May the memory never dissolve

Let us Never Forget.

For Suicide Awareness day - Don't Give UpThink about me
Don't leave me behind
Think about me
Of my own life

If you leave me alone
What do I have to look forward to?
If you leave me alone
Whose going to take care of me like you do?

Think about the promise's
All the late night talks
The promises
All the bad close calls

Think about me
And all the consequences if you leave
Think about me
And the promises you made me believe

There is no back door in life
You aren't allowed to exit
Because there is always something to live for beyond this strife
Just wait a little bit

There is a future beyond the darkness
Something to live for after the wars
Find the strength to pass

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by ~Shikyo-Uchiha, Sep 27, 2012, 3:09:46 PM
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Why can't you see
What I see in front of me
You have a mirror
Look and see whats clear

Everything I love about you
Is written on your face as proof
Don't you understand
That you don't have to be grand

For me to love you and proclaim it
You don't have to go through all this shit
Because you are beautiful right now
Even with your face in a frown?

You don't have to conform
You don't have to fit into the 'norm'
So don't dirty the pages of your life
With societies magnetic strife

Put down that knife and blade
Extinguish the fire of pain
Your life is not the price to be paid
Your life is wiped of stains

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~msatsoshi Sep 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

hey shikyo ^w^ -huggles-

~Shikyo-Uchiha Sep 28, 2012 Student General Artist

hey hey ^^

~msatsoshi Sep 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

rose: i had my baby its a girl named alice ^w^ -huggles-
yuri: oh and me and misty split but i'm dating yokoro now ^///^
me: hehe kilika fried chocabo xD

~Shikyo-Uchiha Sep 28, 2012 Student General Artist

Dred: I'm doing pretty well, still being neglected lol XD
Kyrian:.....I'm pregnant.
Me:

Cheetos XD

~msatsoshi Sep 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

yuri: well thats good and congrats ^_^
yokoro: -grabs yuri's bum gently then hugs her- hey sweety ^///^
yuri: -blushes deeply- heya hunny bun ^///^ -kisses yokoro-
matsu: anyone want to share this herd of chocabo's or should i just save the meat for a barbecue?

~Shikyo-Uchiha Sep 28, 2012 Student General Artist

Dred: heh XD im kinda hungry
Kyrian: I guess >.<

~msatsoshi Sep 28, 2012 Hobbyist Artist

matsu: kool -gives dred 20 chocabo's- tuck in bro ^_^ i deboned some so that rose's baby can try some ^_^ its twice as tender as chicken and tastier then blood ^_^
yuri: i always wanted to be a mother but i'm a lesbian ^_^' heh
yokoro: true ^_^
rose: -feeds alice a small slice of chocabo- she likes it ^_^

~Shikyo-Uchiha Sep 28, 2012 Student General Artist

Dred: eh, too bad your not of our species. *he eats some happily*
Kyrian: Im gay >.<

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~Contradictory55 Sep 27, 2012 Student Writer

YES. EXACTLY.

~Shikyo-Uchiha Sep 28, 2012 Student General Artist

YEAHHHHH ^^ XD

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